From Now Til' Then

It's been a while. I've finally decided to write a little bit, because..well I don't wanna go do my homework. Math and Chem Review packages, oh how can I resist you ask?
So life's been interesting to say the least lately. I'd say ever since June I've had some sort of new outlook on life. Today walking home after getting off the bus, I wondered why people exist. What's the use in attending 13 years of grade school, to move on to possibly a great career of some sort that you attend likely 5 days of the 7, year after year until your set to retire. You will go on, doing things you've always said you'd do. With no school, no career, and children possibly moved out- now's your chance. For years, you enjoy what life has left to offer. Suddenly you are diagnosed with a terrible disease. You can try your best to fight it, you can try. Months, or even years later...you move on to a life in which you can't walk on land anymore. Now tell me, each person lives a different cycle- whether they face a illness or not, we will all move on. SO really, why? I'm a little confused, you may be to as you read this. It's hard to write what I'm thinking. But think about it, and try to understand. I'm not necessarily saying living is useless, but why? We face emotions of every level, the lowest hurting and scaring for life. Sometimes I wonder why we live this life if we're just getting hurt. When in the end, some of us lived many years of hell..and for what?

Be yourself, who you want to be. Nothing more, nothing less. Don't let anyone change you. Stay strong, and live your life. The life you've always wanted.

On another note; school's been shitty. Homework, lots, every night. Yea I expected it but man. Work- well, I hate teaching kids. Zellers- I hate customers. I hate people period.

Summer- it's over. Late post I know, Septembers almost over. To say the least, I guess I had a pretty good summer. The trips to Campbell River and Victoria, Jack Johnson concert- lucky, we were lucky- that might be the one time I didn't have anything against people, everyone was so nice. The end of the summer; I landed two jobs- Zellers and Teaching Skating, Brennen got ready to move out and moved to UVIC on the 3rd. That was a day of low to high. The Backstreet Boys concert made my night- extremely awesome live, nothing beats it; words can't describe that night. We had a nice adventure on the skytrain home, luckily we found some help. Before we knew it, it was back to school. Our last year, we're gonna make it good.

Pam's right, blogs are therapy.

Peace Out (as Shit and Shirley say).