deception

you told me you loved me. you reminded me constantly that we were a family. a family doesn’t betray their beliefs. you told me family came first. over and over, nothing was more important. nothing this world put forth. you don’t follow through. why not take a gun to my head. end it for me. I cant face you anymore. I don’t care about you. you lied to me all these years. its over. its over. take your life. your lies and force them upon your next victim. take the deceit away from here. run and never come back. if you don’t, I will. your words tear my heart a little more each time. its like a high for you. your bitterness towards us satisfies you. im glad we can be of help. this isn’t a phase. its where this life has led us. now im going to end it. im leaving you. im sure you wont notice. you’ll brush it off like everything else. I no longer need your support. id rather sit in a cardboard box then live under your roof. this is where your words have landed us. a broken hope. a broken family. im done. enjoy your life.