To Bed Early

Finally, homeworks done by 15 past the sixth hour- oh how good it feels. I stayed up late working on my mind map for Chem, we were told we could use it during the test but of course she extended the due date so not everyone had finished it so us 'over achievers' as some people like to describe it, didn't get to use it in the end. I was pissed and fought my point the best I could. The O.C. starts in a bit, and I'm ready to sit- fuck my phone keeps ringing but nooo ones there grr stop it!- ..and watch it and relax for a change as I recover from this cold. I wish I could go to the game tomorrow night, I'd much rather be with you guys watching our team again but I get to once again experience the pleasure of working with customers. My Chemical Romance anyone? I'll have to make sure I can go, it'll be fun. My glasses broke..nooot good. Oh man, my lifes exciting. Maybe I'll try to write something a little less boring later. Here's to things get better.

-46 days to go.
Fuck there goes the phone again, what the hell is this. I'm not answering it anymore..don't call me. Not like you would anyway.

Bitch of the North

Getting Use To It All

You could possibly call this...my way of avoiding homework. Something I'm gonna regret later tonight. I felt like shit today in the late afternoon, I was so tempted to call into work sick. But it was only an hour today so I just slept when I got home til I had to go. Schools been unreal, I have no idea how I'm handeling all this. My weekends seem to be making up for my busy weeks to some extent, I just hope I can keep it that way. I need to relax sometime. Last weekend, camping- it was a blast. It always is. I'm so glad I got away, I needed it; I always do. I think we all need to get away once and a while. And over to the Sunshine Coast- can't beat that. It's amazing over there. I didn't take any pictures but they wouldn't have done the view justice. This weekend, Shanman's house after my ringette game in White Rock/Surrey. That should be fun...relax, relax, drink..some wata, relax. We had our first ringette game on the weekend- and it felt good to be playing a game again. Who knows, this could be my last season playing. Gotta make it good. I'm late for the meeting...bye.

From Now Til' Then

It's been a while. I've finally decided to write a little bit, because..well I don't wanna go do my homework. Math and Chem Review packages, oh how can I resist you ask?
So life's been interesting to say the least lately. I'd say ever since June I've had some sort of new outlook on life. Today walking home after getting off the bus, I wondered why people exist. What's the use in attending 13 years of grade school, to move on to possibly a great career of some sort that you attend likely 5 days of the 7, year after year until your set to retire. You will go on, doing things you've always said you'd do. With no school, no career, and children possibly moved out- now's your chance. For years, you enjoy what life has left to offer. Suddenly you are diagnosed with a terrible disease. You can try your best to fight it, you can try. Months, or even years later...you move on to a life in which you can't walk on land anymore. Now tell me, each person lives a different cycle- whether they face a illness or not, we will all move on. SO really, why? I'm a little confused, you may be to as you read this. It's hard to write what I'm thinking. But think about it, and try to understand. I'm not necessarily saying living is useless, but why? We face emotions of every level, the lowest hurting and scaring for life. Sometimes I wonder why we live this life if we're just getting hurt. When in the end, some of us lived many years of hell..and for what?

Be yourself, who you want to be. Nothing more, nothing less. Don't let anyone change you. Stay strong, and live your life. The life you've always wanted.

On another note; school's been shitty. Homework, lots, every night. Yea I expected it but man. Work- well, I hate teaching kids. Zellers- I hate customers. I hate people period.

Summer- it's over. Late post I know, Septembers almost over. To say the least, I guess I had a pretty good summer. The trips to Campbell River and Victoria, Jack Johnson concert- lucky, we were lucky- that might be the one time I didn't have anything against people, everyone was so nice. The end of the summer; I landed two jobs- Zellers and Teaching Skating, Brennen got ready to move out and moved to UVIC on the 3rd. That was a day of low to high. The Backstreet Boys concert made my night- extremely awesome live, nothing beats it; words can't describe that night. We had a nice adventure on the skytrain home, luckily we found some help. Before we knew it, it was back to school. Our last year, we're gonna make it good.

Pam's right, blogs are therapy.

Peace Out (as Shit and Shirley say).