B - out.

well i leave tomorrow for my new home. thanks for the memories thanks for the good times thanks for the bad times thanks for the love thanks for the friendships thanks for making my summer what it was. keep in touch while im gone. im going to miss you all. party in vic. i'll be back for those giants games. love you all.

peace out p-town...

summa.

It's hard to not go on talking about how sweet this summer has been. But it doesn't mean in 12 days we have to stop. Sure the social life will slow down significantly but make your first year out of public school memorable. Make every year a memorable one. I couldn't have had such an amazing summer without all you. It's weird how once everyones out of highschool you hang out with so many different people. It's all a matter of staying in touch.

Just The Beginning

Yes I know, it's been 8 months. But after seeing a link for my blog on Jess's blog I realized I still had this one.

What to say, other then that this summer has been the best one in a long time. Everything I've wanted to do has happened, most of my plans have followed through which doesn't happen often and I made it to Tofino! All of you are making it that much harder on me to leave. It's gonna be all about keeping in touch. Just think, I'm only really 3 hours away.

We made it through thirteen years of school, Congrats.
Don't throw it away.
We all have our strengths and weaknesses. Work hard.
Don't give up. And do what you want to do.
Don't follow someone elses dreams.
Create your own, and make it happen.
We all make mistakes. But don't take your life forgranted.
When you hurt, so does everyone close to you.
Graduation is just the beginning.
You still have a lifetime ahead of you.

peace out p-town. <3

Be The One Who....
--Loves to dance when everyone else sits
--will laugh the hardest and the loudest
--will travel the world
--will walk away from the one who doesn't make you laugh everyday
--won't waste a mintue. minutes are not wasted talking and visiting with friends and family
--takes time for yourself
--camps ever summer; swims in the ocean; makes s'mores at a bonfire on the beach
--talks
--eats chocolate just because you can
--sings to the radio in your car even at the stop light on red
--will spend every minute, happy

Bring on the world. We're ready.

Do It or Don't

So go ahead, share the hint that you’ve got things going on. But if you really don’t want the details known, don’t make them guess and simply write to the only one you trust. It’s nice to know that when you give trust back to someone they stop trusting you for no reason. Make up your mind and decide whether you want these people as your friends or not. If you’re satisfied with one, just say the words. You can give someone so much respect but recieve none in return. It can feel like your life is getting lower and lower each day; but it is often the same for everyone so remember, everyone can relate. EVERYONE can feel that alone. EVERYONE has their own brutal lives to live with.

World Juniors

Tuesday December 27th - Switzerland vs Norway 7:00 pm $40.00
Friday December 30th - USA vs Switzerland4:00 pm $50.00
Friday December 30th - Finland vs Norway 8:00 pm $40.00
Saturday December 31st - Switzerland vs Finland 8:00 pm $40.00
Monday January 2nd Relegation 1:00 pm $20.00
Tuesday January 3rd Relegation 1:00 pm $20.00
Wednesday January 4th Relegation 1:00 pm $40.00
Wednesday January 4th Relegation 4:00 pm $40.00

Relegation- teams that didn't make it to the finals.
All games at the PC. Tickets possibly priced for the two of them. I'd have to check on that. Now it's a matter of deciding which games I want to go to, and how much I'm willing to spend. Not free, but it sure feels like they are.

Looking Back

Well ladies, we've been out for 4 days. When is it going to end? Unreal, I have not seen either of you. Thanks for that post P. It's always good to hear stuff like that in times like these. I think we've all needed this break but at the same time we all need the education we're missing out on. I have no doubt in my mind that we are all growing up way to fast. I remember back in grade 1 when I met Shit and Orianna. We went through elementry school, met P on the way but our "groups" never stayed the same. We went on to middle school, made new friendships and broke old ones. Those 3 years have many memories that I wish I could erase. The childish backstabbing, and those times when you really see who your true friends are. Who would have known it'd turn out like this. If you asked me back in grade 6 or 7, I would have thought differently. We made our way through grade nine where the drama continued. By grade 10 we all seemed to find our place, leaving the pre-teen years behind. When we first started at Fox, it seemed like 4 years would be a long time. Now we look back and wonder where the times gone. Personally, I wish I could go back to at least grade 11 and start over. That's where it all started to mean something, and where I started to not care. I'm paying for it this year. Things have not turned out how I thought they would. It seems like everything, school, family...everything has gone in the opposite direction I thought it would. I can only hope it's for the best. I remember counting down the days until' I could go and get my L, I knew years in advanced that I would be able to go right on my brithday. A month tomorrow, I'll be working on getting my N. The year with my L took no time. All I can do is ask myself, where has the time gone? Time seems to fly by, but with it comes an endless amout of changes. You don't realize everything you've been through in the past month until you look back. A month and a half down...less then 8 months to go. Make it good, have no regrets.

Unusual

Tuesday - Yaints game. Love em', good to be back at it. Let's call it a warm up. Some nice plays, and saves but everyone was all over the place. R-Dawg, unbelievably short. Momma's boy, oh man. All in all, I was happy to be back at tha PC.
Friday - til an unknown date. No more class for the meantime. It's going to be good for the first couple days. I need some time to catch up. Other then that it's gonna suck. Let's hope a settlement comes quick and we can finish this year off right. So far, it's been nuts and unusually abnormal. Study groups for Math, Chem, Physics, and ..maybe English anyone? Tutors needed.
I will finish this intreging up date later. I'm heading over to the mall for a bit with my maja and then I have to work. Until later...'Peace'.

To Bed Early

Finally, homeworks done by 15 past the sixth hour- oh how good it feels. I stayed up late working on my mind map for Chem, we were told we could use it during the test but of course she extended the due date so not everyone had finished it so us 'over achievers' as some people like to describe it, didn't get to use it in the end. I was pissed and fought my point the best I could. The O.C. starts in a bit, and I'm ready to sit- fuck my phone keeps ringing but nooo ones there grr stop it!- ..and watch it and relax for a change as I recover from this cold. I wish I could go to the game tomorrow night, I'd much rather be with you guys watching our team again but I get to once again experience the pleasure of working with customers. My Chemical Romance anyone? I'll have to make sure I can go, it'll be fun. My glasses broke..nooot good. Oh man, my lifes exciting. Maybe I'll try to write something a little less boring later. Here's to things get better.

-46 days to go.
Fuck there goes the phone again, what the hell is this. I'm not answering it anymore..don't call me. Not like you would anyway.

Bitch of the North

Getting Use To It All

You could possibly call this...my way of avoiding homework. Something I'm gonna regret later tonight. I felt like shit today in the late afternoon, I was so tempted to call into work sick. But it was only an hour today so I just slept when I got home til I had to go. Schools been unreal, I have no idea how I'm handeling all this. My weekends seem to be making up for my busy weeks to some extent, I just hope I can keep it that way. I need to relax sometime. Last weekend, camping- it was a blast. It always is. I'm so glad I got away, I needed it; I always do. I think we all need to get away once and a while. And over to the Sunshine Coast- can't beat that. It's amazing over there. I didn't take any pictures but they wouldn't have done the view justice. This weekend, Shanman's house after my ringette game in White Rock/Surrey. That should be fun...relax, relax, drink..some wata, relax. We had our first ringette game on the weekend- and it felt good to be playing a game again. Who knows, this could be my last season playing. Gotta make it good. I'm late for the meeting...bye.

From Now Til' Then

It's been a while. I've finally decided to write a little bit, because..well I don't wanna go do my homework. Math and Chem Review packages, oh how can I resist you ask?
So life's been interesting to say the least lately. I'd say ever since June I've had some sort of new outlook on life. Today walking home after getting off the bus, I wondered why people exist. What's the use in attending 13 years of grade school, to move on to possibly a great career of some sort that you attend likely 5 days of the 7, year after year until your set to retire. You will go on, doing things you've always said you'd do. With no school, no career, and children possibly moved out- now's your chance. For years, you enjoy what life has left to offer. Suddenly you are diagnosed with a terrible disease. You can try your best to fight it, you can try. Months, or even years later...you move on to a life in which you can't walk on land anymore. Now tell me, each person lives a different cycle- whether they face a illness or not, we will all move on. SO really, why? I'm a little confused, you may be to as you read this. It's hard to write what I'm thinking. But think about it, and try to understand. I'm not necessarily saying living is useless, but why? We face emotions of every level, the lowest hurting and scaring for life. Sometimes I wonder why we live this life if we're just getting hurt. When in the end, some of us lived many years of hell..and for what?

Be yourself, who you want to be. Nothing more, nothing less. Don't let anyone change you. Stay strong, and live your life. The life you've always wanted.

On another note; school's been shitty. Homework, lots, every night. Yea I expected it but man. Work- well, I hate teaching kids. Zellers- I hate customers. I hate people period.

Summer- it's over. Late post I know, Septembers almost over. To say the least, I guess I had a pretty good summer. The trips to Campbell River and Victoria, Jack Johnson concert- lucky, we were lucky- that might be the one time I didn't have anything against people, everyone was so nice. The end of the summer; I landed two jobs- Zellers and Teaching Skating, Brennen got ready to move out and moved to UVIC on the 3rd. That was a day of low to high. The Backstreet Boys concert made my night- extremely awesome live, nothing beats it; words can't describe that night. We had a nice adventure on the skytrain home, luckily we found some help. Before we knew it, it was back to school. Our last year, we're gonna make it good.

Pam's right, blogs are therapy.

Peace Out (as Shit and Shirley say).

Update for PS

Well, I hope you gurlies are having a good time down thurr. It's been quite interesting these past few days around here- emotional like no other to say the least. PS comes home today, woot. I haven't checked out how your Mariners are doing; but I just might.

Here are posts from that 'My Space' thing, which I deleted. I'll just use this.
- blah
Jack Johnson in 4 days! I can't wait!. It'll be awesome. And we will probably actually get to see him. Woot. And then hockey the next day. How can it get any better?. Bertuzzi, Brule..the whole crew and no Sidfuck- as Merissa calls him. Can't wait. What else was I going to say. Humm. Oh, I'm applying at 'Zellers' tomorrow- well today, uhm woot? But with connections I get an on the spot interview which is awesome. So we'll see how that goes; although with the skating job, which should start in September; I'm not sure what I should do. What to do what to do. Any ideas? I should probably get to bed; have some things I need and want to do in the morning. Night.-1:36

I can't sleep, and I don't wanna bother certain people anymore so I've just decided to write in here. What to write..mm I'm not sure. I really wish I could fall asleep though; that'd help out a whole lot. Humm..I have nothing. I'm just going to lay here listening it Jack. Ohh I hate it when people assume things. Don't you? I'm sure I do it every so often, but come on..don't assume the falsely obvious. Alright, enough. I'm annoying myself. -2:27

- Thank you
Yawn; Another early morning today. 9:00am, Yes you heard me right. But I didn't get out of bed til' 10ish I guess. My mom wanted to go shopping. So we did- so done with shopping for a while. I got another pair of jeans today; well actual jeans- none of that capri crap. Then I came home; and felt blah...so I listened to Jack and watched 'One Tree Hill'. And my brothers friends made fun of me for having no life. But soon, they won't either. Losers. Then; BPC cheered me up- somehow. I'm not really sure; but thank-you. Thank-you to those who listen, I don't know what I'd do. Well maybe I do; but I know it wouldn't be the best solution. Thank-You.
Oh, Rockstar:INXS; I'll finish lata. Commercial. I like this show. Woot. So; what else did I do today- sat outside and started writing a long piece. And that's about it- been watching tv; CI, Big Brotha, and now RS:INXS. Commercial Ova. Commercial. I don't have much else to say; maybe I'll say more later- make it a little more interesting.
Oh, brother's moving to the island. I'm gonna miss him.

'Hanging on is easy. When you've got a friend to call. When nothing's making sense at all. You're not the only one who's afraid of change.' - Jack; Losing Hope (Highly recommended song)

- 'Losing hope is easy, when your only friend is gone..'
I still don't feel like writing; but I could use something to get my mind off things.
I just watched another episode of 'One Tree Hill' thanks Steph.
So about today then; woke up a little early, but I guess it gave me time to slowly get ready. I went to my cousins; and then we went to the mall. I wasn't planning on buying anything but I bought a pair of capri jeans, and three Jack CD's. I was surprised when I found about five pairs of jeans I liked. I need a job. After that, we walked to the movie theatre; well Tim Horton's first. Hailey and Lindsay had soup, who has soup after walking all that way in that sun?. Interesting I must say. Then we went to the theatre and saw 'Wedding Crashers'; it wasn't as good as I thought it'd be. I guess it was so 'highly talked about' in the media that I just expected more. Then we went to Hailey's for dinner; yumm yumm. Had good conversation- upsetting. Then Laura drove me home; then I went to hang out with PS and Jess and Desi. We watched some Miss Teen pagent. And then 'One Tree Hill'; you could hear a pin drop while we watched it. Then Jess did the unimaginable..and she drove me home. Since then I've been listening to Jack; one and three quarters done..and I watched an episode of 'One Tree Hill' as I mentioned.
I can't write anymore.
Have a good trip PS.
Night.

Those are probably the ones you guys haven't read. I'm gonna post the other ones I wrote to make up for a few days.
- Hurr's A Long One For Y'all.
Hello again.
Soo. I was out driving, and well I suck. Kidding- but I did hit the curb beside the pumps at the gas station, neato hey? How embarassing. Some guy was yelling as the rim scrapped along the crub. Haha. Ohhh well; not my car. And I'm not so great at the whole backing into spaces thing; but I think I'm okay at parallel. Still lots of work ahead of me before October 26th, that reminds me I need to see if I can book it yet.
On another note; as I was driving, I heard the dreaded word..'Hedley'. Oh that's right "Hedley"; as they so like to call themselves- are playing another concert. I thought I heard it was one of those CFOX street party things. Forget what they call it. But do we really care? Nope.
Moving on- 'Rockstar:INXS' wasn't on tonight. How disappointed I was. But it's on tomorrow night, and so issss 'One Tree Hill'. Woot. Tomorrow's gonna be a good day.
In reference to the lovely comments on the other postings;
To BPC- I liked what you wrote for my little writing thing. It makes soo much sense..and it would of been good to hear at the time I was writing it.
To PWam- Han-man's hitting on you, run. And yeah, I need to keep up with this blog thing. My other ones not doing so well. But I have a new format for that one I want you to help me with- change it into the Blogger format. Can ya help? Last night; woot. Good times..lol; my summa memories are going to consist of me only remembering us go back and forth pondering what to do. But the last hour was good, Joise and the Pussycats- woot. Haha. Have fun in Seattle with Shit. Wish I was into baseball now; I'm missing a road trip for fack sakes!. Well don't party hardy to much. --"i like that my mom is oblivious & i can walk(stumble/watever) around the video store with her with my face red & smelling like the lethal concoction of rum & coke. Dena however, was smart enough to spot it as soon as i walked in. Thanks Bee."; freakin' hilarious..that is good your mom's oblivious; your sister lol what'd she say? an note to a-p; she was to busy visiting, otherwise she would have been invited.
To Han-man- Lay off my friend; nerd. Kidding gawd.
I think that's all I have to say tonight. Oh, I wanna learn guitar..anyone have one I can buy off you? Or does anyone know anyone?..Connections people.
Oh Oh, Peanut- Caytay called me back; they had gone to the fireworks.
Night Gangstas'.

- OooAwha.
Woot, new layout. Like it? I do. And I didn't know you could put a little saying thing under your name thing at the top. Following? So its freakin' hot out thurr, and I think I'm gonna go wash my parentals car. Summmmmma. Yeap yeap, don't forget to watch Rockstar:INXS tonight. It's good. And some 'One Tree Hill' tomorrow night, woot.

Peace Out P-Town.

Oh oh, I forgot; I watched this movie last night- 'Trainspotting'. (the one I mentioned a little while ago in another post..) It was actually really good. Highly recommended.
Comment- Shake it off, and step up... One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided the animal was old and the well needed to be covered up anyway, it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. So he invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement, he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off. Moral: Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not giving up! Shake it off and take a step up!

- lala
lala, I'm writing in this blog, woot. I have nothing to say..lalala. I'm talking to BPC about relationships. How interesting, it really is. I'm not being sarcastic. And I think I'm gonna listen to some Ben Harper. If I feel like getting up to reach the CD. Jack Johnson in 8 days, can't wait- hopefully everything works out. And Hockey Hockey Hockey in 9 days. So this blogs really boring..Brule not coming back to the Yiants? I can't believe it, it's not set in stone but gawd. Killerb's gone. Just one more year. Uh; what else..I guess I'm gonna sleep during the day tomorrow..then work out..and then PWam and I are hanging out. Who knows what we're gonna do; anything to avoid this famille of mine. Oh, and remind me I need to call Caytay. Maybe that'll give us something to do. Humm; someone better remind me. And this whole flower pink thing isn't working for me anymore, butttt I'm to lazy to change it. Okay enough, good-bye.


A win and a loss, not bad ladies.
Heres my post for today;
I went and dropped off my resume to 'Zellers', and I talked to this lady and she said she would give it to the hiring manager I guess. And then she said I had a good chance. And then I drove home. When I got home there was a message from Kelly; saying that I was being paged because she wanted to give me an interview, which was weird because she didn't mention that to me. So anyway, Kelly, Brennen and I went back over later. And I had two interviews; and then I was filling out this Portfolio thing, and this lady walked in with a stack of papers..well not that big. And I was hired. So I finally got a job. I've been trying to for a while now. I'm pretty happy. I have to go hand in all these forms tomorrow; like a bagillion of them. Toooo much reading, ugh. And this lady will talk to me and then I start Friday; 5-9pm. Ahh:) Well I need to get back to reading them; so call me soon PS, maybe do something Friday during the day? Or Thursday night if you guys arn't to tired..from the drive and each other..haha. Callll me.

Night.
3 DAYS! 4 DAYS!!

P.S. I forgot to mention that my uncles lending me his guitar. He's going to drop it off at my grandma's tomorrow so hopefully my dad will go get it for me. I remembered though; after my cousin told me that I could borrow it, that I'm left handed so it's going to be all messed up for me. But I'm just planning on learning it right handed. Ohh well..we'll see how it goes. I could switch the strings..if I knew how. Another thing; if you guys want to hang out on Friday after I work that'd be good...if Shit's not working. Because we neeeeeed to hang out. Niiiight.

can't..explain.

this is my first time writing with this new layout, thanks for the help pwam. today was good, i would write about it; but i'm just not up to it right now. ugh. well have a good trip PS. i'll miss you guys. at least i have 'one tree hill', and jack johnson to keep me company.

Peace Out P-Town.

today, i leave for the island. if all goes well with the seeing objects. hope PS is having a good time, when i get back we need to spend some quality PBS time. today, the weather was amazing. and ya i put an application at the camera place, and re-applied at earls because they are suppose to be hiring; and when i get back its purly looking for a job, and hanging out with PBS, and..others. and i babysat tonight..and watched one tree hill. and now im listening to jack but i should go to bed..gotta get up soon. nighty night.

bored.

i was told to read this book, or see the movie. kind of a..messed up movie/book by the sounds of it. but i did this which character are you..and here it is.

Which Trainspotting Character Are You?

Stolen from Post

+Last 3 people talked to in person: my maja, owen, brennen
+Last 4 people talked to online: pam, steph, cam, shannon
+Last 2 phone calls: owen and steph (cousin.)
+Last car ride: to the mall..but I drovvve!
+Last cry: I don’t know..oh yea, before I left for the island. Blah.
+Last 6 movies seen: Hotel Rwanda, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Princess Diaries, oh gawd uh…Little Black Book, Cheaper By The Dozen, Spanglish.
+Last 5 tv shows watched: gawd this is hard. Uh..Nick and Jessica: Newlyweds, something on much more music., Trading Spaces, One Tree Hill…mm I don’t know what else..much music I guess.
+Last 2 books read: Anne Frank: Biography..and I’m not sure..Lord of the Flies?;
+Last 3 beverages:Wata, milk, shirly temple.
+Last food consumed: apple
+Last time showered: mm after my bike ride..this afternoon.
+Last shoes worn: flip-flops. I hate shoes now, I wont wear them unless I have to.
+Last 5 items bought: purse $3!!, spandex..lol., slurpee..my chemical romance cd, sublime cd, bathing suit
+Last 4 songs heard: Paint the Silence – South, Just a Ride – Jem, Honey and the Moon – Joseph Arthur, The Way We Get By - Spoon
+Last 2 real emails received: I don’t get e-mails. Other then my lovely BSB fanclub ones, and humm oh Merissa sent me one of those quiz things.

update

important dates update:
shane wiebe - Abbotsford Agrifair; august 1
fireworks - august 3

new format.

so this is my new template. i liked the livestrong one, but i found it a little to bright for me. im a dark person.

anyway, im listening to random cds. right now..All Saints. uhm..i leave for the island tuesday, im not sure when im coming back though. today was so nice. i went for a bike ride with my brother, then i drove to the mall and home. now i need to pack.

later p-town.

trio of hate

its official. the trio of hate; oh gotta love it. and pwam, we arn't losers. may i remind you of a time..oh 2 days ago. when someone wanted to experiment with games at the fair. uh huh i think that was...you? scriptum, we'll fill you in later; post probably forgot. but we now know how to break the plates at the pne. pbs will be re-united. have a good trip you two; wish i could have gone. im sure it'll be awesome. and shit, good luck in provincials. august will be when our summa begins.

important dates:
fireworks - ?.
jack johnson - august 14
hockey hockey hockey! - august 15
micheal buble (possible.) - august 20
camping - ?.

BSB - PBS

BSB anyone? I wanna go. Tickets went on sale today at 10. So, you know if Shit gets back and wants to go I think you guys should buy tickets. I wannnna goooooo!

The Count Down Begins

Yes, that's right. I have started my count down for the Jack Johnson concert, 38 days. I can't wait..woot woot. It'll be the highlight of my summa. So far, my summers been decent. Haven't really had a chance to hang out with PBS alot, which sucks. But I came back from camping yesterday, well with my visit to home on Monday night. And my appointment on Tuesday. 2 more weeks. I don't know if I can do this for much longer!. It's weird, but it saves time in the morning. Tomorrow I go to my aunts and then on Saturday, my aunt and I leave to go to Black Creek. I might see Shit when I'm there. That'd be cool. Tonight, I have my lacrosse wind-up. I don't really want to go. I'm not really friends with any of the girls. It should be interesting. I guess I should go get ready though.

Peace Out P-Town.

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One Opinion.

Theres a lady my aunt works with that is going for her Principalship, wants to become a principal. My aunt e-mailed her and asked her what she would do in the following situation.

If you found yourself as a principal at a relatively large high school with 3 vices to help you, what would you do in this situation..Its exam day like other high schools. There is a high student population attending school this day. At around 11:00am, you find yourself being called to a few situations around the school involving approx. 30 students. This includes fireworks being set off, crazy glue being used on portable classroom locks and one other incident which you don't know full details yet. Do you do one of the following or do you have a different outcome for this,
A) You call a lock down of the school. this will secure those writing exams so they can continue and possible sort out those who are causing trouble
A) PRETTY DIFFICULT TO LOCK DOWN FOR SAFETY REASONS, NOT ADVISABLE. COULD LEAD TO MORE DISRUPTION AND CAUSE PANIC FOR PARENTS ETC.
B) You take control of the situations
B) IMPOSSIBLE FOR ONE PERSON TO TAKE CARE OF ALL SITUATIONS AND DO A GOODJOB
C) You do nothing and hope everything goes away
C) NOT COMFORTABLE FOR ME PERSONALLY...ENCOURAGES MORE ANTICS
D) You decide that the school is unsafe for the students and call a full evacuation of the school and so that everyone will do this you pull the fire alarm
D) PULLING A FIRE ALARM WITHOUT A FIRE OR SUSPECT IS SUBJECT TO PENALTIES I BELIEVE. WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH GOING OVER THE PA, ALTHOUGH IT WOULD HAVE TOBE PRETTY OUT OF CONTROL FOR ME TO DO THAT!!!
E) You send out the vices to round up the trouble makers so the many other students can continue to write their exams
E) SEE COMMENT ABOVE - THE TROUBLE MAKERS SHOULD BE LONG GONE. NOTHING WRONGWITH EXTRA SUPERVISION BY ADMIN IN THE HALLS.

E-mail Back -
Hmmmm....is this a trick question? Did one of my professors or someone atthe VSB put you up to this??? Anyways, I'll go for it...As the principal, I would:
1) NOT go into panic mode and gather as much info ON ALL THE SITUATIONS Ican first.
2) The exams go on as usual/normal...except with VP or extra teacher supervision in the halls around those areas to avoid disruption and keepcalm & quiet...
3) Determine the details of the 'other' situation to prioritize my attention
4) I use all the VP's as much as possible to investigate the different situations(providing they are totally competent) & extra hall supervisionetc, ALSO send an engineer or custodial staff to deal with the locks.
5) It's likely the troublemakers are not sticking around, so with administrative prescence and teachers on duty, further disruption should nothappen.
It is my job to maintain a safe and orderly learning environment. I need tobe accessible and appraised of EVERY situation (thus being at the command post) however, I would handle the most urgent to the safety of the staff and students. Once the VP's are back...we debrief and deal with troublemaker informationand with them.
DID I PASS??? SEE MY COMMENTS ABOVE IN CAPS...

Respect.

people are so immature!
I can't stand it!!
I don't understand how people found today so awesome...yea so they got the last two blocks off. But fuck, no one understands the rep. the school is getting. Great way to represent Terry Fox.
I just don't like how these people represent our school. Like, if our school was named after some river then fine whatever...but we're suppose to be representing a Canadian Hero or whatever and I can't stand it. I may be over exadurating but UGH!
It screwed over alot of teachers that had finals to give today. And, that just shows that students can take over. He made a stupid move doing that.
I probably sound like some goodie goodie or whatever the fuck. But today was ridiculous.


And a late congrats to Fisty and Brule. Show them how to play.

Biotch

Day 2 - Piggy Disection...or should I say, Stella The Piggy. Fun Fun...smells a like a crap.
Photo - Yawwwwnnn, boring much? I better get boosted 3% for that writing shyt..I won't but still!
Socials - Practice Provincial...stupid gov't. Let's stress these kids out some more.
Francais - Not to shabby..I think I did okay on my test.

Yearbooks today; ahem..they look pretty. I can't give them permission to place my action photoi en le yearbook if my nom est not going to be listed.

Study like you've never studied before. So maybe if I had actaully reviewed my Bio shyt throughout the whole year I would have understood the course better...everythings beginning to make sense...

LB - biotch biotch biotch. age is just an illusion.

Bed time PWam.

further

why is it when life seems like its hit rock bottom, it drops just a little further? how can this happen? its not possible. it's feels like my existence has brought this curse upon the ones i love. i want to believe its not me. i dont see things improving. i dont want to complain. causing resistance from the ones i need. i need to faintly fade away and camouflage from the tendencies of this life forever.

Concert Up-Date

(an Oh My Fucking Gawd Backstabber Concert..not a direct quote - "the band name will change")
Friday June 17, 2005

REACH OUT 2005
Croatian Cultural Centre - 3250 Commercial Drive

HEADLEY (featuring Canadian idol finalist Jacob Hoggard) LIMBLIFTER, MARIANNA'S TRENCH, TEN WAYS FROM SUNDAY, UCHU And the BMX JUMP CREW and more

Tickets: $13.95 at the door or advance at Ticket Web (www.ticketweb.com) or by calling 1-888-222-6608


Tuesday July 12, 2005

BEN HARPER AND THE INNOCENT CRIMINALS
The Commodore Ballroom

with Special Guests TOM FREUND. As part of The Commodore Ballroom's 75th Anniversay celebrations...

Tickets: $45.00 +SC TICKETS ON SALE SATURDAY, JUNE 18TH @ 10:00 AM

Hole In The Soil

why do i feel the way i do. ive done something wrong…again. why cant i be ‘normal’. satisfy people the best i can. why do i have to be the person i am. feeling like im on top of the world with just one more swimming pool. and the next moment feeling like a hopeless hole in the soil that is slowly filled day after day. i try to be who you want me to be. i only fail. feeling the dirt close in on me. crushing what i could have had. ah. fuck the satisfaction of others. this is my life. i am who i am. take me for me. let me flee this enclosing puncture that lays within the earth. or leave me drowning in your silence. i dont understand. this life. you. and me. let me be.


But the bravest man amongst us is afraid of himself. The mutilation of the savage has its tragic survival in the self-denial that mars our lives. We are punished for our refusals. Every impulse that we strive to strangle broods in the mind and poisons us. The body sins once, and has done with its sin, for action is a mode of purification. Nothing remains then but the recollection of a pleasure, or the luxury of a regret. The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful. It has been said that the great events of the world take place in the brain. It is in the brain, and the brain only, that the great sins of the world take place also. - Oscar Wilde

Cry

These Tears

deception

you told me you loved me. you reminded me constantly that we were a family. a family doesn’t betray their beliefs. you told me family came first. over and over, nothing was more important. nothing this world put forth. you don’t follow through. why not take a gun to my head. end it for me. I cant face you anymore. I don’t care about you. you lied to me all these years. its over. its over. take your life. your lies and force them upon your next victim. take the deceit away from here. run and never come back. if you don’t, I will. your words tear my heart a little more each time. its like a high for you. your bitterness towards us satisfies you. im glad we can be of help. this isn’t a phase. its where this life has led us. now im going to end it. im leaving you. im sure you wont notice. you’ll brush it off like everything else. I no longer need your support. id rather sit in a cardboard box then live under your roof. this is where your words have landed us. a broken hope. a broken family. im done. enjoy your life.

Perfect Description?

im a fucking rock that looks like a penis, no not PWam, a PENIS.

Which'>http://www.kekkai.org/andrea/etc/poquiz/">Which random phallic object are you?

P.S. won lacrosse game tonight against coquitlam, 8-2. play uh ladner and nanimo tomorrow. delta, gotta love it.

escape.

its time escape from this place. why is it the i can never be happy with myself and my life?. is this all pay back for my idiocy years not to long ago?. if it is, then yes i deserve this bullshit of a life. if it isnt punishment then why?. why do i have to wake up every morning wishing i hadnt?. wishing i could have expired during my peaceful sleep. if only i could escape it all. escape this body, this mind, this world, this life. its to much to take. i dont want to deal with it anymore. i cant help but despise of those who appear to have it easy. who can listen and comprehend everything they hear. why cant i have that?. why do I have such a hard time learning?. theres something wrong with me. i dont know what it is. take this life from me and you’ll be loved by my spirits forever. i couldnt ask for anything more, just take it. im offering it to you, take it. whats the use. why would you want a life that someones taken advantage of?. theyve ruined all potential trust. theyve backstabbed. theyve lied numerous lies of serious matters. they cant focus for enough time to accomplish anything. they constantly ‘talk the talk’. why would you want this?. you dont and thats why you havent taken the offer. i understand now. when you take advantage of something, something as precious as life and its contents. you deserve nothing more then to be treated inadequately. all actions have an outcome. all greediness replies. dont be selfish and absurd like i was. and possibly still am. be yourself. nothing less and nothing more. make yourself proud, take pride in what you do. put those dreams it to actions. never give up. always remember how many people actually do care about you. and love having you around. do it, and ask no questions. should i take my own advice? probably, but its as if its to late.

Kllr Outta B.C.

Oh, how inconsiderate some people can be towards a true killer.

A killer is always a killer. Take it to them in C-Town. Rattle them like you couldn't rattle me.
I ma gunna miss ya. I wish you the best of luck over their in Oil Province. Come back an’ visit. You know you’d love too. If not, don’t you worry…PBS will be down to Montrose to “visit” you. Let your tools guide you…whatever they may be. They maybe be able to take the Kllr outta the Yiants, but they can't take the Kllr outta B.C. forever.

They Always Boost My Spirits.

I had a horribe day..but you know what? Just after 6'o clock, I decided hey I'm gonna take a break from studying and turn on my computer to check if anyone had responded to our Thank-You Giants post. And what do you know, 2 people did. Two people with amazing connections. I must say I'am exstatic right now. Check it out for yourselves...

http://www.go-giants.com/index.php
http://www.go-giants.com/fanarticles.php
http://www.go-giants.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=319

Fucking rights. Our article is posted on the front page of the Go-Giants website. Now doesn't that make you happy? I'm :D.. I can't believe it!. And Sean's post..well lol, I would like to see their reactions. Awesome ladies...PBS did well. The Yiants always seem to make me happy. Gotta love em'.

Love this Game. Love this Team. Hockey with heart.

PWam, if you read this before 8'o clock, can you tape the O.C. for me? Bah, thank-you.

My 1:30 Awakening.

Out of the Ordinary.

I unlock the door and walk in. The dogs rush to greet us. I look around and question the missing. Where could she be? The car still sits on the warm pavement in the humid heat. I search the hallways, each room, and each corner. I walk into the kitchen and I exhale slowly as my heartbeat slows down when I glance over to the note sitting on the counter. I’ve relaxed to soon. Instructions for letting the black and white animals outside? No explanation of her whereabouts appears on the yellow lined paper. I look up dazed and confused. Questioning every possible location. The telephone rings. I stare out the window in a state of shock. I hold back the tears and repetitively saying, “Okay, is she going to be alright?” I cannot comprehend what is going on as her location is established. I’m pinched onto the couch for support, not knowing what to think as my mind is taken over by uneasy images. All I can do is sit and wait for the next phone call as I tremble in panic. My emotions scatter, if only I could speak to her to ease these aching feeling within.

Timeless Life.

This Life.

Is it fair? Is it worth it? Why do we do it? Why not stop now? This life. The undeniable cruelty, deceit, and lies that lay within this mere hollow grave. What’s the motive? What’s the outcome? How can it be passed? How do we prosper? This life. The duration of countless moments floating past with no meaning, no hope. Who can save the horror? Who will conquer this disaster? When will it end? When can freedom be the new life? This life. The stresses never ending, only to force cruel thoughts amongst the mind. When will it be safe? When will these thoughts erase from the mentality? Who enjoys this doubt? Who brings upon these tears? This life. A black room, no windows, little life…holds the cry of the voice that no longer wants time. How could it be? How did this being? What caused this decay? What was the intention of this plan? This life. Slowly the minutes feel like an eternity, the skin begins to ache there is nothing left to do. Why is this happening? Why the intent to cause so much pain? Is it worth it in the end? Is the mission complete? This life. There lay the sticks and stones that crumbled the emotion and life out the voice.


These Tears.

I escape to wipe away these tears with my frail hands. These tears of fear hold the emotion of lacking self worth as they run down my pale skin. This pale skin reflects my care for this life. This life I wish I no longer had. No longer do I want to deal with the hatred I feel. I feel worthless, as my heart aches in the anxiety of life. A life I cannot beat floods with the events that leave me feeling hopeless. Hopeless like I’ve been left with no other choice then to dig my own way to my resting place. The only place I want to be. To be crushed by the earth, as I feel my bones cracking and the sting as my lungs collapse. Collapsing into the darkness, I can no longer wipe these tears. These tears could not stop the yelling, the criticism, and hurt I felt. I felt hollow, and now I know this is where I have always belonged.


P, we're here for you. Thinking about you. I hope everything turns out alright.

Oh, The Frustration

i fucking hate this blog. when i write things and then go to change the font it all gets erased. for fuck sakes. i dont want to type everything agian so i'm not going to.

dont pretend to know what you know.now please dont pretend to know whats on my mind. if we already knew everything that everybody knows. we would have nothing to learn tonight. and we would have nothing to show tonight.

when you have no light to guide you. and no one to walk beside you. i will come to you. oh i will come to you. when the night is dark and stormy. you won't have to reach out for me. i will come to you. oh i will come to you. sometimes when all your dreams may have seen better days. and you don't know how or why, but you've lost your way. have no fear when your tears are fallin'. i will hear your spirit callin'. and i swear i'll be there come what may. - hanson 'i will come to you' (their second single pwam..i think?)

Time To Camouflage

Huummm...yawn, I'm tired. Bahhh. So camping sooooonnnn...can't wait! Haven't been in a long time. Lalalalalalala. Hummm well I have nothing to say sooooooo oh uh..that kid in photography is freakin' creepy. He..ah! Ick. Anyway..brutal shit yesterday. No respect..inconsiderate. Have a good weekend! (Gawd not like anyone reads this anyway..so have a good weekend PostScriptum). I'm gonna go and try and work on my Thank-Yous as I watch Oprah.

PBS Road Trip

I forgot to mention our exciting plan to travel the wonders of this beautiful world. As we seek out such places as Montrose, Oregon, White Rock, Alberta, Sicamous, get some Cali in there..hey and why not Solvakia and Czech Republic as well..(might have to add a plane trip in there). I wouldn't mind hittin' up Neepawa too..I wanna see the man who neever gave up. Ooh the times to come. No, they cannot content with these past few years but more years of hometown road trips are to come. Let the good time roll ladies.

Solo Words Speak Wonders

Hello. PWam...is making me write in my blog. We're in photography and we don't have anything to do. La la la. We had a moment of excitment for about...oh 5 minutes. Maybe 6. I talked to IB. Then..it left. Humm..well isn't that a surprise. Bah. Then we went and attempted to talk to Kllr. thinks I scared him away with my msn name. Yes. PenisBloodSternum is in brutal withdrawl from "our team". Oh how I miss the sweet sweet night of listening and watching the Yiants games. Uhm...I need to finish my thank-yous. I don't think I've said such nice things about so many people in such a short amount of time..or..maybe in my lifetime. Post says.."Probably". I'm home from school now and I'm gonna finish writing my post.... Just wanna give a shout out to T-Dawg..the underdawg T-Dawg. I wish you a very Happy Birthday! Oh and uh..here are a couple quotes per-say for my fellow teammates..'we practice, we run, we hit, we win, we lose…we do all this as a team. no commitment cause there to be no team.' 'the team is diminishing as you fail to see the brutal results of your lacking commitment.' La la la..ugh, what a boring post. You would think I'd have alot to say but I don't...okay well here are some pieces and tastes of some poems or whatever that I'm slowly building upon...

pieces. pieces of a lie you told instead. pieces of the hurt your left to dread. pieces of a life you wish you didn't have.
pieces. pieces of your heart break each time you have to say good-bye. pieces of your future play tricks in your mind. pieces of your dreams surface with time.

tastes. tastes of that americana air passing over the boarder. tastes of montrose dope in the summer evenings. tastes of a killers gun powder filling your lungs. tastes of the frothy blood drowning your body.

Bringing Their Confidence

Tension grows, the whistle blows, and the puck goes down the ice...

First things first; HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCHWARZ-DAWG!
(Thanks for telling me PWam)

Well here we go, Game 5 . April 1st . 7 pm . PP . It's gonna be one intense game I can feel it. And PostScriptum are being "good people" for a day sooo I hope they phone me after they game...HINT HINT! (Do you guys have a radio? You could always borrow my cd player.) I can't wait to watch the game. Let's hope they play the body like they did on Tuesday. Couldn't ask for much more. I don't know what else to say other then...GL - IB, Kllr, and the rest of "The Team". Hope Lamb's not too damaged. Oh and I don't know if I should really comment on this because I still don't think I know enough about the Giants line-ups and such but I would have to agree with Post on her support to Hay's choices.

Their glass was neither half-full nor half-empty; their cup runneth over. A bucket wouldn't have been big enough to contain the Giants' confidence and eagerness to resume their first-round Western Hocket League playoff series tonight in the Okanagan. - "Giants happy with position" Vancouver Sun Friday April 01 2005.

Good Luck Girls. I give you props for doing it...I know I never could. You girls better not be tired for the game on Saturday. What am I saying, I know you won't be. It's gonna be one exciting game and you guys are never too tired to watch these boys play their hearts out.

There is one quality that one must possess to win, and that is definiteness of purpose, the knowledge of what one wants, and a burning desire to possess it. - Napoleon Hill

Visualize this thing you want. See it, feel it, believe in it. Make your mental blueprint and begin. - Robert Collier

Whoever said anybody has a right to give up? - Marian Wright Edelman

If I have seen farther than others, it is because I was standing on the shoulder of giants. - Isaac Newton

Memories

Forever never seems to be around when it ends...

I'm so depressed today. Ugh! :'( Series is tied at 2 - 2. PBS really wants "The Team" to take it this year. We were just going over some names of people who may be leaving and stuff. Gawd, it's sad. It's sort of like Canadian Idol..well for me it is. I'm gonna admit, I never really paid much attention to the Giants last year and at the beginning of this year I didn't know much about them. I'm really glad PS brought me to all those games. I would have missed out on alot. To see each player fight for the win with all that determination is a sight to see on it's own. Not only did I get to watch some amazing games this year, but I got to watch them with PS. We followed Canadian Idol, the seasons over and it will never be the same. Hedley was our band, they will never be the same..ever. This year I've learned more about the Giants..more then I thought I would..and next year it'll be different. Yes we'll still have our Vancouver Giants but we're losing some unforgettable players. Savour these moments ladies...

One year passes and the years ahead can never contend.

Reason To Believe

Well well well..can a game get anymore exciting?! WOW..it was so intense. I was sooo nervous before the game and then I was a little down after the first but I sorta felt that if we gave up on them there was no chance so I didn't want to get to down. I tried to tell Post over and over that we were still in the game. I must say, they didn't put much pressure during the first but they came back and it was obvious who wanted it more in the end. It was an awesome comeback from 3 - 0 to a 4 - 3 win in game 3 over the Kelowna Rockets.

I'm so pumped for tonights game. Cutting out some of my "plans" just to come home and watch it..haha. I CAN'T WAIT! Less than and hour and a half to go..ahhhh! Better go eat and stuff before the game.

GL - IB, Kllr, and the rest of "THE TEAM"!

A week ago, the Kelowna Rockets wouldn't have know what hit them. Now they do and with they didn't. - "A Reason To Believe" Vancouver Sun Wednesday March 30 2005

Optimism means expecting the best, but confidence means knowing how to handle the worst. Never make a move if you are merely optimistic. - The Zurich Axioms

Mental attitude is more important than mental capacity. - Walter Dill Scott

It is our attitude at the beginning of a difficult task which, more than anything else, will affect its successful outcome. - William James

A healthy attitude is contagious but don't wait to catch it from others. Be a carrier. Anonymous

Motivation

I found some good quotes today so here are a few more. Let's call these quotes, along with the other one today, a motivational push.

The man who can drive himself further once the effort gets painful is the man who will win. - Roger Bannister

Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will. - Mahatma Gandhi

You can't hit a home run unless you step up to the plate. You can't catch fish unless you put your line in the water. You can't reach your goals if you don't try. - Kathy Seligman

Energy and persistence conquer all things. - Benjamin Franklin

Defeat is simply a signal to press onward. - Helen Keller

Game 3

Game 3 tonight. Can't wait. Sooooooo excited! I've got rugby in a couple hours and then PBS gets to go to the game. I can't believe I'm actually going though. I've waited so long to see a Kelowna and Giants game. The time has come and I really don't think it's hit me yet! Ahhh!! I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER! Bah!...goes the black sheep.

AHhhhhhhhhhhh!! :-D

"Having that trust in the guy you are sitting beside can take you a long way" - Chainy

Kllr's an ass.

Fight one more round. When your arms are so tired that you can hardly lift your hands to come on guard, fight one more round. When your nose is bleeding and your eyes are black and you are so tired that you wish your opponent would crack you one on the jaw and put you to sleep, fight one more round - remembering that the man who always fights one more round is never whipped. - James Corbett

Something To Be Proud About

I haven't posted in a really long time...minus that last short one. I'm going to forget about most of what has happened this month. I believe it is safe to say PBS has not had the greatest year. BS found some BS themselves when they begin losing respect for more people -03.16.05- ..repeat -2004-. PBS's team is keeping our spirits up. We've got tickets for Game 6 of Round 1 on April 2nd, but because the series may be over by then we're a little skeptical whether or not we'll get to see them play. Lucky Shit gets to go to Game 3 tomorrow night. Buttttt now PWam and I may be going depending on the seating situation. We want to get decent seats if we are going to go. I'm anxiously waiting here to get a call from Peanut. Meanwhile...I must say Kllr is quite something. I would say I'm afraid of dying but I have motives pushing me to believe that such a thing won't happen..ie. p..ch. Gwad, give me a break! All I have to say is typical guy with definite tempting connections. Post just called, we're going! Not the greatest seats but hey I don't really care. I want to go soooo bad! Section 24 Row 12 I believe? The series is tied and the games have been intense. We're gonna be on the edges of our seats the whole game. Ah I can't wait..but now I must ask Scriptum for a favour...can we catch a ride off you? I must say PBS is ending this month on a decent note.

After wandering through the entire Western Hockey League season searching for an identity as if it were a grail, the Giants experienced an epiphany on Easter weekend.
They discovered themselves.
They Giants can be a fierce team which matches its talent with effort, which can play with as much resolve and confidence as flaire.

"We showed character"
"It would be hard to say we're not disappointed, but we've come a long way. These last two games, we've come so far."
- G-Dawg

A leader is a dealer in hope.

PostScriptum: Post of PostScriptum, I've confirmed our ride. Thanks Scriptum.

GL - IB, Kllr, and the rest of "The Team".

The Team

They dominate the ice
Taking their opponents left and right
Checking, passing, shooting so precise
They won’t go down without a fight

At home hear the crowd roar
As the game becomes intense
Their screaming and shouting for more
Standing on their feet with emotion so immense

The radio blares
As the fans listen to the game
Wishing they were there
To see their team claim

Each player shows their passion
Each player plays their role
Each player works together with determination
They are a team, and they work as a whole



This is unfinished poem written for the team...our team. Some of my thoughts after hearing PostScriptum may be able to go to Kelowna after all. I really hope you girls get to. This year is your year ladies..next year it's our year.

Most of my Giants pictures are posted here... http://ca.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/next_victim11/my_photos

Life Over Money

Alright...so I haven't posted in...ahh 6 days! This shall be semi-long.

Actually because I can't remember anything that happened before Thurday I'm gonna start there. So Thursday at 4 we had our first rugby game/scrimmage with our new team. I admit I got really frustrated and I probably pissed alot of people off. I need to learn how to cool down and not yell cause everyone's (most people) are still learning how to play their position and they are still learning the rules. Ugherz...this team is gonna take some getting use to after the two years we had with the experienced players. I'm just gonna say that commitment is key. Oh, so we ended up getting our asses kicked by Centennial.

Friday...oh friday.

Alright so that's where my post ended 4 days ago..and I think it's about time I finish it.

So last Friday was fun. I had a ringette practice and Shit and I rushed home so we could make it to the Express game on time. We went and watch Thessien and Rutherford score their goals on Wyatt Russell. I like PWam's saying..."A former Giant..and a future Giant". The game went into double overtime and PBS cheered on Surrey til' the end...pissing Shirley off in the process. Good times listenin' to the Giants games and cheering..when nothing was going on in the game that we were at. Oh oh, did I mention I met Kurt Russell & Goldie Hawn? lol, just kidding. But we definitly did see them..Kurt was cheering like crazy for Wyatt and Goldie was dancing around with her hideous jacket. Ahh...so then we came to my house and ate food then we went skating with my "brownie" group. It was alright. Sooo that was a good night with PostScriptum and Shirley. Yah...had a ringette exhibition game and won..I think. Ugh, I can't remember anything. Monday, rugby...lotsa people showed up which was good. Tuesday, work...oh my...I have to make report cards this weekend. How am I suppose to fail little kids. Uggh! So..I believe it was Tuesday that I heard the good news relating to the Ex-Hedleyers...wait nope, PWam's posted it on Monday. Kevin G., Ryan, and Brandon created a new band and named themselves...Mister White. Um..yap, can't wait to hear their stuff...they've gotta start from scratch so it may be a while. I'm so happy their doing this! And now to Thursday...TODAY! Yaya I'm all caught up..almost. So this morning we had our first Provincial game for ringette against Burnaby. We we're tied with them til' a minute left in the 2nd and we lost it. Um...I have a rugby game soon. Not looking forward to it...I think I shall keep my thoughts in this time. And our second ringette game is at 7:15 tomorrow morning against Delta...which means I'll be leaving home around 5:15 am! Ugh! We have another game at 11:00 against Westside. OH OH, I got our playoff tickets for the Giants third game in round 1 on April 2nd...Can't wait! Haven't been to one in a very long time.

On another note. Sidney Who? has signed a contract with Rebok, if you have not heard. GRRR! That's all I can say. Oh welllll...he said..."Money's not going to change me/who I' am"...I don't remember the exact quote. But all I can say is that no, it's not going to change who he is but it will only increase his cockyness. This kid has not played ONE NHL game..and he's already a millionare!...And as Shit pointed out to me..he hasn't even played in a Top Prospects game. AHH!

Oh, thanks Peanut for adding the LiveStrong graphics to my stuff.

Losing a hand full of money..is not worth losing everything.

Pam's too cool.

PAMMM HERE! I HACKED ON TO HER ACCOUNT..nah just kidding.
Do you like it Bkins? If not I can easily change it back.
Not too sure that I like it being so plain white in the middle & bright on the outside..but I dunno, that's for you to decide. Maybe I can fix it wen I'm not so tired. & It was the only livestrong I could find.
WEAAAAAAAARRRRRR YELLOW!

A New Month

It's March first...and PBS was hoping we'd get out of the never ending shittiness. Well let's see...Peanut and I over exposed our Contact Sheets for photography...oh what only 4 times! We suck at this..maybe we should do our other subjects homework before we come to photography so we can try and pay attention. But yeah, we actually got our first prints done...they look amazing...2 of the maybe four that actaully worked..lol. Ahh...well today sucks thus far...sick like....like...I don't know but I just wanna go to sleep. I'm so freakin' busy today........school, make lesson plan for work (which I'm doing right now), go to work, ringette practice right after work, come home for 5 minutes and go curling. Curling should be fun...but I'm not running on much sleep. Well anyway...Peanut got a hold of the Province newpaper today, and there was a whole freakin page (big article) on Thessien...who woulda known this no goalie ordeal would turn out so great for him. He's definitly making up for some of his experiences with the Giants...lol... And yesh...picking up groceries Shit; Peanut was there when I was talking about my lesson plans and I mentioned I might play this game where they have to pick up groceries..so that's where that came from lol. Friday should be fun..looks like I can go to the game. Ooohhh, PWam...such an odd Peanut...weirdest dreams.......


It's your imagination that creates those dreams.

What The Future Holds

I forgot my quote for today. This is what I'm thinking "Name Stealer" is sorta thinking or thinks he would have be thinking in the near future if he didn't take the brutal actions he did.


It could’ve been me, standing there with you. It could’ve been me and my dreams coming true. But those dreams move on if you wait too long. It took me til now to see that it could’ve been me.

Defame Me

Last night I decided to check out the Hedley website. I almost cried when I saw what I did...not cool. Ugh..well I'm sick and I hate it...the rain has started again and I hate it. I've got alota stuff to do this week and I'm gonna have a hell of a time trying to make sure I do everything. Big Bio unit test tomorrow..not looking forward to that. Giants have a bit of a break til' Wednesday..and I'm still pissed about the guy who wanted to be "de-famed" and now wants it all and more. Grrrr.....Have a good week fockers.

Oh, Friday shall be fun if we go to the Express game, PS. Then you girls must come skating...we need to teach PWam.

The Only Thing

Thanks for the "plug" PWam...I guess I'll do the same for you...although no ones gonna look at this anyway. http://www.jking17.blogspot.com/ PWam has some awesome posts.

Yah, so listening to the Giants game right now...the only thing going for PBS this month. Just got in from my ringette game....it was certainly an interesting night. Our team switched up some people by putting forwards on D and the D as forwards...very interesting and fun.

Alright...so I've definitly been pre-occupied by other things which has delayed me to post...I've been home for a while, and the Giants game was freakin' amazing. Wish it was on TV. Resse played soooo well...2 goals...amazing. Courchaine got 1 :)....muh...it was a good game, I thought we had it though. Yah, so PWam just informed me that Desi may have gotten a puck at the Kelwona Giants game on Friday...so many games, so little (no) pucks. Nevermind...x nay on the puck ay...she didn't get one...phew! PWam has many regrets at this moment...it's not your fault P. Ahh...nothing really to write today. I can't write like PWam does...it sucks. Oh, Shit of BS; I hope you kicked some ass playing poker tonight. Those tips were pro.

Instead of looking back with regret, look forwards and be encouraged.

You play the game to play in the NHL.

Fame & Opinions

When Money Takes Over

Is it about the fame and fortune? Or, purely for the love of writing, playing, and performing the music? Recently I have been let down by a member of a band that I idolized. It all started when his voice flooded CTV during a singing competition. Few had heard the unique strong voice that he acquired. His originality was expressed through his voice and actions as he performed, capturing Canadians of all ages and genders. I should have known this taste of fame would take over who he initially was. Why is it that a group with undeniable talent and such passion can strive together to complete their dreams but those dreams can easily be demolished by one person who wants more. It’s all about the money these days; it has the ability to take over who one truly is, it has the ability to burn the bridges of faithful friendships. Why did the taste of money have to steal such a talented band of five fantastic people away from their thousands of fans?

Supporting Ex-Hedley with out question: Derek/Brandon, Ryan, Kevin G, and Kevin H.
You guys are freaking amazing, never stop doing what you love.


It’s all about the game

According to these few girls; Forget hockey, it’s all about the boys. The Province newspaper published an article that raddled PBS.

CREDIT: Gerry Kahrmann, the Province Giants forward Gilbert Brule appeals to both scouts and girls, but for different reasons.

CREDIT: Arlen Redekop, the Province No one can doubt the commitment of Giants fans (from left) Erin Crowe, Sophia Yu, Brenna Duperron and Danielle Turenne. It's just their reasons that may differ from those of hockey purists.

As a teenage girl, I have been asked many times just what it is about hockey that I love so much. Is it the goals?

As exciting as the atmosphere is when the home team scores, if I could control the Jumbotron, it would not be showing cute young girls jumping up and down, hoping to get on screen.

No, I would much rather see a nice close-up shot of the smiling player who just scored. Now that would be nice.

Is it the fighting? As exciting as hot-headed boys both on and off the ice find this aspect of the game, I find it pointless. It does, however, lead to one of my favourite parts of the game: when the players who were fighting sit in the penalty box for five prime viewing minutes without their helmets. There is just something about that messy, sweaty hair.

How about the pace? I admit, it is helpful since the pace of the game forces the players to be in a condition found in few sports. Translation: lots of really nice, lean muscles. What girl could resist that?

Eventually, I'd be asked point blank just what it is I like, if not for the fast pace, the goals, the playmaking, the intensity, the fighting or the spirit of the crowd?

Then I'll answer quite simply that I watch hockey because of the boys.

This could explain why, despite all the hockey-starved boys out there, most of us girls are fine, as the Giants are still playing.

Think of it from our perspective. What's more appealing? A bunch of older men, most of whom have lost their teeth and are most likely married with children? Or a group of boys aged between 16 and 20 who are still on their way to losing teeth.

There's no contest. The top prospects for both the girls and the scouts are definitely not in the NHL but in the CHL. The opinion between the girls and scouts differs slightly over who the top prospect is. While the scouting world is salivating over Sidney Crosby, we girls are doing the same over our own top prospect.

The young, and shall I say hot, Vancouver Giants forward Gilbert Brule is definitely the dessert most girls in the West would love to order. It just so happens that when asked who are our favourite players and we mention his name, most people think we are actually looking at his hockey ability.

Truthfully, he'd still be named as our top prospect even if he never scored a goal in his life. I mean, have you seen that boy? I know I'm not alone when I say the reason I love hockey is because of the players.

© The Vancouver Province 2005


PBS decided that our opinions could not be left unheard. We wrote a letter to the editor…to read it ask me.



PBS On-Side Opinions/Thoughts

- P of PBS -
Can you say demeaning?? I would like all of you to know that yes I am a girl, and no I do not think like that. Believe it or not I love hockey for what it is. Hard hits, the goals, the adrenaline you get when watching and/or playing this game. I can only speak for Steph, Brayley, & myself but we wouldn’t spend nights listening to games on the radio if we were only interested in seeing their faces. As for Brule.. yes he is my favourite player.. but i'm NOT basing this on his looks.. it's his hockey ability!!! It's actually kind of good that she wrote this because it's so true that there are girls out there. We'll be writing a retraction letter.

- B of PBS -
This article has pushed me off the edge. What am I to say to something like this? It’s disgusting. As Pam sort of said, we are all teenage girls; but this article describes the complete opposite of how we feel about the game of hockey. We may have an awful day, and then we think, “Yah!! we’re going to a Giants game tonight!!” Why do we get so excited? Because we know how pumped we’ll get when we see the unbelievable determination these players have. It’s has absolutely nothing to do with how the players look. I’ve never heard of a “fan” that enjoys seeing their players in the penalty box, am’ I crazy or is this girl caught up on the one thing that should definitely not be associated with the game of hockey? I don’t know about you but Pam, Steph, and I don’t have the kind of money to be going to games just to check out some hot guys. That is definitely not worth our time or our money…the game, the heart, the focus, the teamwork, the determination, now that’s worth our money. Oh yes, and comparing Brule to a dessert, GIVE ME A BREAK! That’s just ridiculous. I’m not saying people shouldn’t have an opinion, but let’s not generalize all teenage girls on this topic. It’s all about the game.

- S of PBS -
Steph will soon be posting her comments…under comments when I figure out how to work them.


Enough of that for tonight. I will have a real post up soon...had to get some of that old business out of me.

It Begins Here

Well well, this is going to be interesting. Just like Pam, I like to vent my feelings. That's exactly what I'm going to use this for. I don't have time to begin now, but don't you worry I'll be back soon enough. I've got plenty to say about this disappointing month of February for PBS.